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Run towards the fire, not away from it

28 February 2024


Something big happened to me this week. I went to a beautiful sound healing event. I was all prepped to join in a group meditation and then relax into a blissful experience laying down and letting the sound waves roll over me. I got this, but I also got so much more than I bargained for!


You can't passively receive.
You must actively participate!

I wasn’t expecting to need to actively participate in the ceremony! I was hoping I could passively receive but no, the Universe had other plans because we need to take an active role in our healing.

 

This circle was unlike any others I had been to. All the women were actively involved in co-creating the space and it was beautiful to be a part of, but I could not just witness it, I had to actively participate in it!

 

I had to dance! I had to allow my body to somatically release pent up emotion. I had to allow it to flow!

 

Dancing is highly uncomfortable for me. It was ok in my 20s when there was a large group to get lost in, but here and now it makes me feel very vulnerable and exposed. In fact just writing this makes my heart race.

 

Fear of being seen

I know why. It comes from the fear of being seen. The fear of drawing attention to myself.

 

When I was young it wasn’t safe to be seen. It wasn’t safe to draw any attention to myself because there would be consequences. If I was found, something bad would happen.

 

Dancing through the discomfort

It was so uncomfortable for me that I knew without a shadow of doubt that this is exactly the soul medicine I need!

 

You see my feminine energy wants to be free! It wants to feel safe to express itself however it chooses, free from judgement, attack and control. The simple act, or overwhelming challenge of dancing will move the stuck energy through my body!

 

If I choose to run away from that challenge it will simply reappear in my life in another way because energy never dissipates, it only changes form. This past month I have had three different invitations to dance, none of which I have wanted!


Emotions stay trapped in the body

During the ceremony I had something completely unexpected come up. An old memory from my 20s when I went to a dance festival resurfaced asking to be released. I was in a very difficult part of my life, childhood memories were still repressed, but the pain was bubbling to the surface.


I began drinking and taking drugs to suppress it. I got so wasted that I passed out for 24hrs. When I came to a man was trying to molest me. At the time I never thought much of it, and I never realised the impact it had on me. You see the trapped energy of childhood sexual abuse was being mirrored back to me.

 

You can run but you can't hide

You can run from your challenges, but you can't hide. You see, until you transmute that energy it is going nowhere.

 

You can spend your life running away from the fire, but you actually need to run into it. This is how you burn away the dross so your energy can be purified!

 

Is there something in your life that makes you very uncomfortable? Some sort of challenge at work, a difficult conversation you need to have or a task you keep putting off?

 

As uncomfortable as it is, I invite you to run towards the pain, not away from it. On the other side so much awaits you.

 

 

xxx Nicoleen


 

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Nicoleen Agnello is the Flamekeeper. She is a Holistic Healing coach who is here to help you transform trauma into rocket fuel for your soul! Nicoleen offers personal 1:1 coaching through her transformative Phoenix Program. She also offers in person or remote energy healings and in person or online health consultations to heal chronic and mystery health conditions naturally through the medical medium protocol. She is a professional artist who uses her clairvoyance to create high vibrational art for sale.






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